Fears clinging on for dear life.
They won't leave me alone.
They tear me up inside.
I need to hold on.
I need to keep going.
I need someone to help.
I need something to cling onto.

Once I found something to hold.
I wanted to hold it.
I wanted to keep it.
Something to cherish.
Something to cling onto.
Something to cling to me.
Something that would change my life.

I told myself it was dumb.
I said it wouldn't work.
I tried to stop it.
But feelings came.
And they wouldn't leave.
It wasn't that easy.
To just abandon feelings.

They were hard to push away.
And let me tell you this:
The feelings never left.
They only remained.
They battled all my fears.
It was an intense fight.
But in the end, my heart won.

It led to my ups and downs.
But everyone has them.
I'm not the only one.
You know what happened?
I had become lucky.
I was truly happy.
And my heart won yet again.